I would love to get a mustard yellow scarf.  I saw one in a Chinese music video the other day and I think I am in love! The color is so crisp- like a punch! - and makes an outfit interesting without being to "fast fashion" or busy.  Moreover, mustard looks freshest with black and white which are the main colors of my wardrobe.  Though, sadly, the only people I have seen wearing this color  is the Shanghainese/Chinese fashionistas.  I don't think mustard would go as crisply with my hair...it would look best on someone with pale skin and dark, black hair....i.e. most likely why the only people I see wearing that are Asian.  But than again, I live in Shanghai which is filled with like 21 million Asians....so I guess my argument has massive flaws. 

Anyways I need to save money.  Christmas is coming up - I need to get my parents nice, pretty things.  Well.  I don't think my dad would be too keen on something "pretty", he most likely will get something involving...wait. just kidding he may read this.  And I am too lazy to delete this last sentence. My laziness does not match the I.B. standards at all.

I figure that if I can't get into the college I wish, or really if I am just unhappy in general I will open a cupcake bakery.  I would make it pastel on the interior, all soft and retro.  It would be so pretty and delicate.  Like walking into a little fluffy, girly, vintage dream-land.  All the cupcakes would be gorgeous, with pretty icing.  I spent my life looking online for a nice picture of my "vision" or at least of the cupcakes I mentally draw, but sadly neither bing/flikr/diventart/google had anything to match.  So, I guess my cupcake fantasy will remain that.  Abstract.


From Divenatart.com

Also.  I really miss my rabbit/bunny.  I tell Joachim daily that I wish I had a pet bunny, and when I am older I plan on buying one.  I can take it on walks (laugh all you want but my old bunny had a leash), snuggle it and spoil it rotten.  There is nothing so special as bunnies and when they fall asleep on you when you watch a movie or whatever.  And unlike gerbils and hamsters, they aren't so creepily small and you can pick them up without them running all over you and bitting you.  Gimbals and hamsters make me feel nasty on the inside. I think I get weirded out by their itty bitty bones...*shiver.  And guinea pigs aren't so huggible and cuddly.  Bunnies make my heart go "awwww" and I am sorta sad now because I wish I had one. 






I must be bipolar when it comes to taste.  One year all I want is minimilsim, futerism, super sleek and sophistcated.  You know: all black, chrom, smooth clean lines and a lot of art.  And while thats where I may end up, but right now all i want is to be around pretty, fantasy-land thing.

My, nor Joachim's, stomach is really behaving nicely.


- Chrissy